When you understand on the deepest level that you can only experience your own consciousness, you will stop pointing blame outside of yourself for anything that arises.
“Neither shall they say, Lo here! Or, lo there! For, behold, the kingdom of God is within you.” (Luke 17:21)
Set yourself right.
Turn your gaze inward and REALIZE YOUR AWARENESS IS “GOD.”
You are Christ, Krishna, Buddha—The operant power of existence.
But the reason you do not see or have this experience of yourself is because you are kneeling to a limited concept of yourself (a.k.a. a thought that is not serving you but binding you.)
Be wise, my love, and fast from the external world, which is only an echo of your consciousness, and direct your awareness into the Sacred Heart so that the world of death and tears (as it seems to appear for seekers) can finally reveal its naked self as the Light of God.
The only Real Reality.